Thursday, 2 September 2010

Today day was awesome except for him? Ruining th day once again. Went james hse see the rest play dota. Then play cs tgt. Went eat rice downstairs then come up eat again. Was damm full. EAt cake then went hme. James guardian and friends is so friendly and can joke around :D His house is also nice and awesome :D LOVE HIS HOUSE!!! Hope can go his hse again :D

HATE YOU TTM!!! STOP BEING A FUCKER AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE!! DON ACT LIKE U KNOW EVERYTHING!! U DON. U SERIOUSLY DON. I KNOW U R TRYING T MAKE ME JEALOUS BUT I AM NOT?! MAYBE A LITTLE BUT IS STILL A FAILURE IN LIFE? HU I LIKE DOES IT CONCERN U? HOW SHE LOOK LIKE ALSO DOESNT CONCERN U!! SO WHAT IF I LIKE HER? TO ME SHE IS GOOD WAT CANNOT MEH? JUST SCRAM? GO BACK T UR LOSER TOWN!!

x loneliness 07:01 x

Saturday, 21 August 2010

Today was sorta awesome. Had funs with 2E mates. Watched step up 3, was awesome. After that i went back to sengkang ALONE!!!! Meet zh, kelvin and yu zhen bought food. Then go sch chiong, then headed for the stadium. Marcus damm funny keep saying lame jokes. HAHA!!!!! After the event went back to sk with the rest, eat prata and headed home. Route was dark and scary so ask kelvin and zh accompany ;D THX GUYS!!

Why am i so jealous? Is it love or is friendship? I tought i could remain calm? Why i keep doing all this? Why cant i be normal in front of u? Why cant i stop starin at u? Please someone help me answer all this question? What exactly u call this?

x loneliness 08:58 x

Wednesday, 4 August 2010

I may look cheerful and haviing fun onn the outside, but i dk what have got into me. I feel like i am a coward, a coward that cant do anything. When i am daydreaming, i feel like dying.. Too many things got into me. I am already very sad and u still need to continue? Does true frens really exist? I really wonder...I wann study, but there is too many problems bothering me!!!

This has never happen to me before, i am not so scared to talk someone then u. When i see u, i will do things that looks dumb but i cant control myself is like i am possessed. I also need to know u more ;D

x loneliness 05:43 x

Friday, 23 July 2010

Hiies, life quite suck-ish this few days, tution getting more and more boring, starting to sleep in all classes. Training getting more and more tough, hope my leg and ankle can withstand it. I hate getting fat, and i think i am. My shooting skill has deproved, and the feeling of that is not shiok at all. The only good thing that happen to me is that 2 new student join our class for the exchange programme. They are Zul for Greendale Sec and Siti from Sengkang Sec. They were AWESOME!! But sadly they need to leave us and today was their last day. I LOVE ZUL cause he is cuteee... I WILL MISS THEM. MAY U BOTH DREAMS COME TRUE :D

I love u, i cant stop thinking of u, when i see u, there is a different feeling. A feeling that i have never get before. But u keep ignoring me, when i see u outside, is like u never even talk to me b4? Nobody can describe this feeling i am gaving.

I stop posting about u but u forced me to post agn? I cant stand ur bloody attitude anymore. Wat u do is irritating and no one wants to see it. You think u like that i will notice u, i wont even think of u anymore!

x loneliness 07:30 x

Saturday, 17 July 2010

Days fly pass so fast, when we know is already the exams. Got to work hard to get to a better class. Still abit sick, coughing and get heaDache easily. Cant work out too much now cause my ankle will easy sprain. My horoscope was a spot-omn. I easy get injury and cramps.

ILY GAL!!

x loneliness 06:34 x

Sunday, 11 July 2010

Sick since ystd, hope that i can recover by later cause i wan to watch the world cup, but mostly likely is possible cause slept quite long ler. But the problem is hmwk haven done. Now my ankle is pain like siao, i think cant play bball for quite awhile. Nurbaiyah and Zahidah, i know is difficult to let go but u must see how impossible it is. Although i have already make up my mind, but forgeting her is another thing. I will try my best to give up.

x loneliness 01:45 x

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

Quite long never blog ler, recently life has been tough, my ankle react during the holidays, i had a bad injury when i was young and now the wound react ): , espically after the tie-legged run. My ankle was abit swollen then healed after a few days. Now when running and playing basketball may pain. Today during training, playing 4v4 my ankle suddenly pain, continue playing then reach home leg swollen. School is damm boring, sleep almost all lessons. Now science Mr tan, i hope that we wont every 4 weeks change teacher cause i prefer Mr Tan.

When we talk u say we lame, always argue then u win, so what? I find u r shameless, always thick skin talk. You got do then don admit, think people like u? Why u changed so much? You claim is learn from us but we also not so guai lan.

I think i should give up, i mean wat is the point of continuing when u don even care? I tought of it for quite long and i decided to give up. Hope is the best for u and me );

x loneliness 06:46 x